In my quest to find full-time gainful employment  I've run across a possible government job that I would be potentially qualified for.  The one problem that comes with this job is that it's in Michigan (no offense to those friends in MI or northerners in general).  My big personal desire is to be able to stay in the surrounding Louisville area.  I would very much appreciate each and everyone's prayers in this matter.  I need help in discerning what exactly is to be the next step in my life.  Do I continue to stay at UPS and try and find some other sort of part-time work that will squeeze in with that schedule?  Do I let UPS go and just try and find something full-time that pays well enough?  Or do I make that big step out of my personal comfort zone and look outside of Louisville and pursue a job in my degree field somewhere else? 
     I must admit that part of my personal hangup on leaving is also due to a relationship interest.  Part of the trouble with this area is that it really isn't all to clear to me what I should do in this area either.  Sometimes it feels like there could be something there and then other times it feels like there isn't.  I could use prayers in this area as well.  I guess it would be best to ask for clarity in my own mind whether or not there is something more between us or if we are just friends.
     Well I guess this will do for the time being.  I should be getting myself off to sleep now considering that I need to be up early for work.  I look forwards to any comments or questions on the matter.  Take care now one and all.

I feel like I am at a crossroad right now in life.  Do I stay in Louisville hoping for some sort of job part-time or full-time to turn up or do I consider looking elsewhere for work.  Part of me wants to stay here.  Everything that I know and am familiar with is here in Louisville.  Another part of me wants to say GO!!! Go anywhere, just GO!!!  So far I've been listening to the insecure side of me that says stay and wait it out.  I honestly can't say whether it is God's will for me to wait it out now or not, I really haven't been praying over the matter as much lately as I should.  The biggest thing that always seems to be on my mind on a regular basis over the years has been marriage and a family (which is I guess backwards in thought 1. because I'm not in any sort of relationship at the present time, and don't see myself in one any time soon and 2. more importantly, I don't have full time employment which would lend toward supporting said family).  I feel like at 26 years of age something should be going on here for me but I'm currently only working part time for UPS making just enough to pay back a little on student loans and regular monthly expenses such as gas and such.  It drives me crazy at times just thinking about it.  I guess at the moment I need to learn to be more prayerfully waiting on something to show up and to be a lot more actively searching.  For the moment I think I'm going to let this thought die out, it's getting late and I feel like I'm not thinking straight.  Good night to any and all that might actually be reading this.